I would say that my current mood for both yesterday and today is waiting. Sure, waiting doesn’t sound like a mood but if you have fibromyalgia then you probably know what I’m talking about. I’m in pain, a lot more pain then usual. It makes me wish I had spa covers with ya know a spa underneath it to really help me out. I have tried all of my tricks and tips and all I can do is just wait for the pain to go away. Of course with fibromyalgia I never know when that will be, but hopefully soon. I’m not the most patient person in the world but it’s one of the life lessons I’ve learned from this disease, sometimes you can’t do anything except just wait.

This month my residual income, at least so far, was about half of what it was the month before. This is discouraging. However, I recently found out that August is one of the slowest months for websites and internet usage.

It’s a really good thing that I had an aha moment about my business earlier this year. I just decided that I’m going to make it work. It doesn’t matter how hard I have to work or how long it takes me. I am going to beat this thing and get my life to a state that I’m happy with. So, even though my residuals were lower this month, that’s ok. I am going to keep writing and working until I get my residual level to the place that I want it to be.

I’ve read and tried all different kinds of diets for fibromyalgia. I’ve gone without refined sugar and gluten for extended periods of time. My main problem with these diets is that the fatigue almost always seems to pick up when I eat like this. My body just seems to love carbohydrates. Granted, it could also help me fit in petite clothing. I always keep trying this out more for health then weight loss. However, I like everyone else on the planet like getting in a smaller dress size. I have almost no energy without sugar or bread. Lately I’ve been adding in more fresh fruits and vegetables but I just really can’t cut the carbs and maintain any kind of active life. Does anyone else experience this?