It’s been a little over a week since I set my goal to make $3,000 in a month by writing. So I should be at $750. I am not. I don’t even want to add up what I’m at. The pressure of having such a lofty goal has actually meant that I’m more stressed out, which means I sleep less, which means I’m less productive.

I am making less with this goal then I do when I just work as much as I am able. I need to find some inspiration to write, like going to Circuit City and getting a cute mouse pad or something. I’ve been having problems with my editors and it’s taken a shot at my self esteem. I’ve just totally had a melt down where the fatigue/stress/anxiety is so bad that I can’t really work. I really need to get back on track within the next few days.