I just want it to make sense
I know that I get sicker when I don’t sleep. I know that I am in more pain when I work too much, or undergo too much stress. I can deal with that. It’s just the randomness of fibromyalgia that is getting on my nerves. I can’t ever seem to make plans because I don’t know if it’s going to be a good day or a bad one.
I always try to get my work done the second I’m aware that something needs to be done, because I never know if I’m going to be too sick before my deadlines. I just wish there was some sort of pattern. Even when I’m doing everything I know how to in order to stay healthy, I still have random bad days. I just guess the focus needs to be on reducing the bad days to as few as possible.



